one day i will figure out how boys work. and when i do, i’ll be unstoppable
one day i will figure out how girls work. and when i do, i’ll be unstoppable
imagine if every note you got on a post was $1
so i would still be broke
I don’t think I’ve ever been at the point where I have sincerely considered suicide. I have however, been through many moments where I fall into depression. I think I was too scared to do anything about it, such as ending my own life. I am ever so grateful that I am scared about these kinds of things because it is a characteristic and a fear that has saved my life. If you personally feel like you’re a point where you are considering suicide, why? What are you going to obtain from committing suicide? No more pain? But with that trade, you will never experience other emotions. There are so many feelings and aspirations that are such phenomenal drives to many people. It’s just not worth it.
A lot of people think that it will never get better anyways so there is no point. Now I’m not under full understanding of your current situation but to most people, they feel this way because of a short period of time in their life. Which is scary because that shows how powerful your emotions can be. Why commit murder to yourself?
There are so many possibilities. There are millions of sources of inspiration and aspirations that you can achieve and that you can drive to. You are in power of your life and you are in full control. You have the steering wheel and you can make things great and make things terrible. That is the power you possess. Don’t forget about that. Every human being is unbelievably powerful and has the potential to do pretty much whatever they desire. I don’t think I am ever willing to give that chance and that opportunity to achieve something great and something that can leave a mark in this world or leave a mark in someone’s life. You can impact millions of people and you wouldn’t even be aware of it. Why are you letting that go just because of shitty memories and shitty moments?
I don’t want to be rude but that’s so greedy. You may be surprised that I’m even saying this but to me, that is so extremely greedy. You have so much ahead of you and you have so much to accomplish. You have so much to experience. You have so much to see, to feel, to understand, to analyze… And not only for your benefit but for the people around you. Heck, not even the people around you but the people around the world. The global community. You’re going to let all of that potential and all of that opportunity go to waste because you don’t see the light. There is always a light. There cannot be darkness without light. It doesn’t exist.
You can’t have happiness without sadness. They are both tied in together. So what’s my advice? First off, get the help you need. This can be me, someone you know, someone you don’t know - just a source of help. Then, begin to appreciate what is in front of you because funny as it is, we don’t see what is right in front of us. And that is how we let little things slip by and change us.
But what values do I have if they are not truly my own?
People are ignorant
In their hearts and in their minds
Restrictions are created and borders are built
Passion will always overpower
Creativity cannot be limited
I am without restrictions; I am without borders
I am free and I have awaken
I can see and I can process
Because I am my own
Without conforming to ignorance
Values are born
And passion is created
I am caught in the midst of many changes
Hoping for change, evolvement and new beginnings
I become what my passion is
Without censorship, without borders, and without emptiness
Creativity is free and is awaiting to fly
With endless possibilities and many risks
I have awaken and I will begin
To act for what is my passion